Congratulations on your choice to Marry a person in the faith that you can share your life with forever. Always be kind and considerate to each other. Consideration practiced in daily life is part of the bond of love. You two are loved by many.
June is running by, and half the year is now behind us. What do we still have to do? Is there anything we wanted to accomplish this year?
It is a good time to refer back to our Goal List for the year. Three areas I like to consider
- Health and Fitness Goals.
1. Health and Fitness Goals: Let us expound on the most typical goal for the year, Health and Fitness. Each year we get older and even young people are experiencing health problems. We will not even discuss the newfound issues with healthcare and insurance costs. The high monthly costs of mandatory insurance is causing many to avoid visits to the doctor because of high copays and deductibles. If there was not a good enough basis for a healthy diet and regular exercise, there is more motivation now.
We have one body, and our health we must seek to protect it. Wise choices, no extremes are necessary. Fruits and vegetables never go out of fashion and are readily available in most markets. It only takes moments to use a regular blender to make a nutritious cool drink. Would you like to know my recipe for a quick tasty fruit smoothie?
One I have been using for literally decades is, I will call it:
Fruit Frapp by Gina @ fatfitanfab.com
one serving recipe: 6 oz orange juice, (not from concentrate), or 6 oz of water. a banana, a peeled apple, and one cup of frozen berries. Put in the blender, put on for 40 seconds to a minute an a half. If you do not want to use a bannana, you can substitute a cup of fresh-cut papaya.
The banana or papaya give the drink a smoothness like a shake. The frozen fruits may have raspberries in which do have seeds. They remain like seeds. I just swallow them. If a person has digestive issues like diverticulitis the seeds may bother them so you may choose just a strawberry/blueberry mix.
Be careful if you have diabetes or blood sugar problems. Only you know if you can have citrus, some medications are a problem. As I am not a doctor or nutritionist, I am only sharing a recipe which helps me to get my vitamin C, other vitamins, and natural fiber.
I like to make vegetable smoothies in the late afternoon before I start making dinner, that I can sip which can get the edge off hunger and be quite satisfying. My cardiologist did recommend simply having a V8 each day. I do not have a great tasting vegtable smoothie that is quick to make. I do like spinach, a clove of garlic, a handful of fresh parsley, two carrots, and a celery stalk with the leaves. I do use a pinch of salt because I naturally have low blood pressure. Then I blend in my regular blender.
Responsible self-care involves regular exercise. With all the responsibilities people have in their life it can be a real challenge to cull out the time to take a walk, or take a bike ride, or use an exercize machine. Yet, it is relaxing, destressing, and exhilarating. Not only can it help us to maintain our weight, it can help prevent us from gaining more weight if that is our objective. If our objective is to lose weight, than exercising daily with a plan can help us reach our goals. I had ankle surgery on my right ankle in the beginning of February. It all seems so slow to heal. Both ankles have each had two surgeries. As much as I want to take off and go for a run, or go for a walk it is just not reasonable at this point. I purchased a bike and I have been striving to go for a ride a few times a week. The heat is unbearable for daily rides and I am unfit. Should I call myself unfit? Maybe that is harsh to label myself as unfit since I do regularly do daily stretching and isometric exercises in my home. OK, I will accept the congrats! for maintaining my regular stretching and isometric exercize program for decades. The exercizes I do help me to deal with chronic pain associated with lupus, and rheumatoid arthritis. I have a lot of muscle spasms and nerve pain. The exercize helps me to feel that I am taking responsibility for what I can control. The exercize benefits me also because I like to have a scoop of ice cream, and I have diabetes, therefore, exercize keeps the sugar manageable.
Each health situation is different, but so many suffer. If we take some time to consider our own situation, and start right away to manage our health before more serious problems develop. Not only can we keep our healthcare costs down, we may feel better.
2. Relationships: Relationships affect our peace of mind. The relationship we have with our creator, with ourself, with our loved ones and if we are employed than we have our social relationships. Can we improve all these relationships?
The relationship a person has with their creator can affect how they also feel about themselves and how they live their life and the consequences etc. I have no more to say on that subject. It is worth considering privately.
The relationship we have with ourself is very complicated indeed. So much of how we feel about our-self is deeply rooted from our conception, our upbringing, the family situation, the make up of the family dynamics. Some come from secure family situations, that is very rare these days. Some of us are very wounded from broken homes, lack of security, an absent parent, and some experience abuse. All these factors shape us. Yet, we do not have to be defined permanently by any of these situations.
Earning a healthy esteem is a very valid concept that I have lived by for decades. We may remain sensitive or fragile. Yet, I think of a flower that appears to be fragile, sure, someone may be cruel and pull some petals off. If the flower is left alone, it can even go thru a thunderstorm with high winds and still remain beautiful. Someone may pull our petals off, but we must remain rooted in what we know and what we can do. We can bloom again and if necessary, we can be the seed that blows in the wind, and be rooted elsewhere. The sun, the rain, will come again. A positive attitude and hope are fortifying.
When I went thru some health dilemmas this last year, the effect had a stifling effect on me. I felt incapable and unable. I quit writing, painting, making bread, and sewing became a rarity. Cleaning the bathroom mirror I wondered if it was done right. No one was doing this to me, and I cannot blame anyone. The doctor whom helps me with my life management skills regarding my attention deficit, he helped me to realize that something was rooted in my youth. He said, “OK, you do not want to blame anyone, you do not want to blame it on something in your youth, mistreatment you endured. Yet, you do acknowledge you were not in ideal circumstances to grow a healthy esteem, you did not feel safe, and your accomplishments were met with disfavor by those whom should have been proud of you. If you can accept this, you can move on. You can find a new way to respond to your accomplishments.” Of course, I did not have a tape recorder and it may not be a perfect word for word account. That was the basic jist of it.
To get thru all of this, I kept the habit of making my Master List for the month and the week. I referred to them often. A book from the Library on Productivity that I referred to in one of my previous published articles suggested that when I make my TO DO List that I leave room between each to put a couple of actions that are logically needed to accomplish the task. This really helped me to get more done. Feel Good Feeling! My friend Mattie has an infectious cheer about her and giggle. She is all about giving yourself a cheer when you complete something. I am trying it, and it feels good. My husband John likes to stand back and look at what he has done, you can see his pride well up even with the smallest of accomplishments. I use to look at him in wonder when I would walk up and find him doing so, in fact, because I did not understand it, I thought it was downright silly and it made me a bit uncomfortable. Over the years, I have slowly come to understand this gift.
Did you know that at the end of each day of creation, our Great Creator would say “It is Good!”. We are made in his image. So if we know we worked hard, and we did our best, I believe it is healthy to feel “it is good”! My relationship with myself is greatly improved, and I am sewing again. If we can possibly have a healthy esteem, we can then be healthy to be in a relationship with. Our relationship with our mate, family, children, and work mates can be healthier if we are more positive to be around. By having a healthier diet and exercise program, a healthy attitude, we can have healthier expectations of others too. Nurture those relationships respectfully. Each person is subject to the law, and each person is protected by the law. If that is remembered, then abuse would be uncommon.
Last night I saw true love. A couple with their toddler entered the diner where we were enjoying a meal. The man was lovingly affectionate and obviously proud of his lady and the child. He was quite handsome. She was quite obese and unkempt. It likely had been a hard day for her. Yet, this man loved this woman, and she knew it. I was greatly touched.
3. Domestic, no I am not talking about domestic beer. It is where we live, what we drive, and where we spend our time, and how we manage it all. Half the year is gone, there is some warm weather maintenance we can do on our home, car, and property. Have you made your punch list? I want to get into the car and do some deep cleaning, and it is not just because I turned a to-go container of spaghetti upside down in the back seat of the car yesterday. I was already planning on a thorough detail clean of the interior of the car, now it just seems more immediate to do. Thankfully, my caring husband got the spaghetti spill cleaned up, but I do feel I need to do that thorough cleaning in the next day or so. Light colored car, little spots could be anywhere. This time of year is a great time to clean the garage, and have a garage sale or donate your goods. Fix your bicycles and use them. Plan a trip to the zoo, or keep cool in a museum, visit family, or go away for a long weekend.
John got some weatherstripping done on all the doors last week. Our lovely old yellow cat, PUFF, has already scratched up the new weatherstrip on the front door. I am going to do a smelly hairspray on the lower door frames after I rub a little essential oils on the weatherstrip. We still need to get some exterior painting done. There is a list. I am eager to get the windows clean. As I am zeroing in on a room at a time with the deep cleaning, the last thing I do in the room, the final touch is cleaning all the glass, which includes the windows. Doesn’t it make everything look good.?
Attention to these three areas can give pretty quick improvement in many areas of our life. We can already feel better about this year and all we hoped to achieve. We live in a very demanding and often insecure world. Gently, yet, effectivly gaining more control over our health, relationships, and domestic situation can give us a sense of accomplishment resulting in a healthier esteem. June may be gone by,…we still have a half year to fulfill our goals.
So excited your heart is racing, you cannot focus, the anticipation of it all is driving you up the … When you have hopes, dreams, ideas, plans, projects, need I say more. You cannot focus on what your loved ones are talking about, your thinking about it while doing other things, even television cannot take it off your mind.
This is how the Architectural mind works. The mind of a designer, or a creative person is picturing all the details in their mind. Do not interrupt my thoughts. The mind of an engineer or mechanic plotting, analyzing, figuring, assessing, estimating, resolving, all takes mental energy, drive, and enthusiasm.
Applying these traits in our personal life to resolve our stagnation or problems can give us hope while turning our situation upside down like newly tilled soil. Just as soil needs a good turnover, so doesn’t our life. While minding our morality and principles we can consider great changes.
How can we assess our life? Are we lonely? Are we frustrated? Are we bored? Are we fat? Are we tired? Is the routine predictable? Is there stagnation with the old hum drum routine?
Some things take time to change, whether it is our financial situation, relationships, esteem, domestic situation, and the list goes on.
Example: A person that is fat, out of shape, lonely, not treated as respectfully as one would like, that feels opportunities are not offered to them as they are others. This guy can feel quite trapped. The routine of eating, computer games, and hours of television leaves them frustrated and unfulfilled. One day this person sees the blog fatfitanfab.com and is inspired to make a couple adjustments. Replacing unhealthy drinks with more water his skin is clearing up and he is not feeling so sluggish, seems less bloated. Because he is shutting off the television after the evening news he is getting a few things done in the evening and he is getting to bed earlier. He has started a thirty minute walk in the early a.m. daily before work. With the habit of a healthy breakfast each day he has more energy and less cravings. Just being alert and energetic in the morning it seems he is getting so much more done at work. He cannot believe how he now has to wear a belt because he really needs to buy a size smaller in pants. Others notice the change in him and seem to enjoy conversation with him because he seems more happy. The boss is responding as if he has greater confidence in him now.
You see what I am getting at, just a few little changes in habits and routines can enrich our lives. It is very thrilling to contemplate.
My goal is to go to bed earlier, to get up earlier, and to spend the time in the morning doing what I usually view as a treat to do, do that until noon before I need to get my daily responsibilities done. I realize I have been doing it wrong, like dangling a treat, that I never will get, only to be disappointed day after day. As if that would be my reward just if I …you know how it goes, we do it to ourselves, to our kids, to our loved ones. The promised incentive that never comes.
Doing an abrupt face is exciting, addressing the problem completely differently. Thinking of our children, when we practice the method of going to the park after you finish your homework it causes frustration, anger, and sadness. The homework session drags out hopelessly until it is too late to go to the park. Real punishment. Instead, ask the child how long it will take to do the homework, then go to the park with that in mind. Have a great time. As soon as you get home and the child washes their face and hands, drinks some water, then right away get to the homework. Set the timer with that much time and add a buffer of fifteen minutes for the encouragement. A few days of the park first may prove to be stimulating for the child. Whom wants to go to school all day and sit in front of the homework for an hour or two. Instead of resentment, it will be refreshment, accomplishment and joy.
What my sons have done to enrich their life is they have a bowling league now on Wednesdays, and they have a great time. One evening a week going to a bible meeting is rewarding. An evening at the Library or local book store. Whom is lonely now. We can be alone enjoying any of these activities and not feel lonely. We have an activity to look forward to. My husband took me to the bookstore tonight. After days of being sick and unable to go anywhere I was thrilled when he suggested going to my favorite store. I love the “how to” section, how to cook, sew, or knit, etc. I know how to do all these things but I just love projects and I feel like an crazy nut about all I want to do. In reality it is not possible to do all I want to do, but I will think about that tomorrow…
Your whole family will benefit from a few adjustments in your life. The whole family and loved ones may not at first cooperate with the hoped for changes. It may be us alone making the adjustments while not forcing change on others. Include your family in these changes invitingly an see joy restored. Just as an Architect, Engineer or Mechanic address a problem. We can assess our life an redesign it with optimism. Is your Adrenaline pumping and is your heart racing?
November, so much to consider. Seasons changing, time changing, attire changing, does anything stay the same?
Some things are good to keep the same, it is nice to be able to depend on a few things. Five Sundays and five Mondays, do not be blue about Mondays. We have five Sundays to catch up on rest, or chores, or projects. Mondays are known as the start of things, what can we start?
Before it gets too late into the month we can call family members an see how they are doing. Make time to visit long distant family members or send a card. Has there been an estrangement? Forget the issue, there are many reasons why, and they are not important as the years fly by. Things can be misrepresented, misunderstood, misadvised, and just totally misdone. Likely all feel sorry. Yet, all miss out when there is an estrangement. Reach out, remember the good, heal the breach, reconcile. My ex father in law called Sunday and it has been years, I did not even recognize his voice until he laughed. Nice visit on the phone.
Movies at this time of year are all so inspiring regarding spread the love, be kind to strangers, etc. Love your neighbors, love your family and love strangers, put it into action. Yet, be safe, do not be unwise. People experience all sorts of fraud at this time of year because they want to be “good deed doers..” as said on Wizard of Oz. We can be responsible humans, considerate to fellowman, and if we consider ourselves Christian than Be that Christian the scriptures describe regarding the New Personality. My father said, “Be what you say.” His 7th grade education was weightier than an expert in a said field. If you feel you are honest, then be honest, if you feel you are moral, than be moral. If you feel you are loving, be loving.
Think of a goal, such as consider your prime responsibilities in life, are you a Husband, Wife, Father or Mother? Consider how you can be better at that. It is easy to assume we have it down pat and there is no need for improvement, but there is always room for improvement. All can be more loving, more helpful, express love more often and show appreciation. Help out with the expenses by not being so expensive to maintain. Contribute more to the household by doing chores to help your mate with what they would normally do. If there is more than one, than one alone should not be fixing the meals and doing the cleanup. Help, do something, help with the dishes, or sweep or clean the bathroom. Surprise your loved one with an unexpected card or a small gift, or meet them for lunch. I met my son for lunch and we only arranged it an hour before. It was so nice spending time with him at a restaurant close by his work. He will be 23 this month and I cannot believe my middle son has grown to be such a wonderful adult.
My goal for November is to improve my part of all relationships I value. Allot can happen in November, you can warm up your life. “Be what you say!”
July quickly swam by, in the extreme heat of this month all planned for was likely a challenge to fulfill. Now we have August quickly approaching us. August represents a putting away and a start for me.
As we are still enjoying our summer attire, the stores are presenting us with Fall Fashions. We look with great anticipation at those cool colors, and some are already opening their wallets for these purchases. Hold On! Pause….
It is almost August, and there is five months to enjoy before the new year. August has 31 days, five Saturdays, and five Sundays. What can this mean for you?
Not only is fall fashion a concern, most children start back to school, and it is a great month to get some extra fun in, some extra life maintenance work done too.
To help the children focus on the new school year, we might consider our children’s changing needs. Maybe their tastes have changed, maybe the décor of two years ago feels a little silly for them now. Of course I am not a big advocate of spending money unnecessarily. It is not necessary to buy new furniture unless you feel that there is. A deep clean and a coat of paint may be enough, yet, teddy bear comforters may be old hat for the fourth grader. There are a few things that can and possibly should be done on one of these August weekends.
Talk to the child about their room, how do they feel about their room. Although children can be big dreamers about things they would like, if we can accommodate without great expense of time and money why not. Yet, laying the criteria out there is essential, you do not want open ended negotiations with children. By giving children authority, it sets unrealistic expectations for them of what and how the real world will respond to their wants and desires. We want them to be happy and it is important to let them be part of the decision making process. Also, it takes a work plan, it means this is not being done for them, it is being done with them.
With an limitless criteria, a child could end up with a black bedroom, flashing lights, and glowing electronic gadgets providing most of the light. A black bedroom can put your child in a state of gloom and doom. If the child is already in the state of gloom and doom feeding into this is not responsible parenting. When my son had his windows covered with heavy black drapes, and his room black and dark, it was truly considered his cave. It did not take long to see he was now in a deep depression. Not easy to pull a teenager out of that. It is important to remember whom owns the house and pays the bills and is the responsible party before law. A parent still makes the rules or sets the guidelines for an offered activity.
I would say to one of my boys, which color do you like and if it were a light color, what would you choose? Our preferences do not matter. It is good to check out the psychology of color, like pale blue can put some in a blue sad mood. There is what I call “institution blue” or green which in the 70’s and 80’s was a common color used in some hospitals, prisons, schools, institutions, for the purpose of keeping people calm. Of course if you have a manic child you may choose for them to put the color in their room, but by having silver accents and silver picture frames it can keep it optimistic. A red throw pillow can keep it inspiring. If painting a room is something you are considering, take said child to hardware store and have them pick out a strip that shows the color they like with a couple compatible colors on the strip so if you decide to buy a comforter and new curtains, using the strip as your guide may prove effective.
If your life is already overwhelmed and complicated, then I would not broach the subject with the children, I would just say, Saturday we are moving all the furniture to the middle of the room, and while your sheets and curtains are in the wash, we are going to wash your windows, woodwork, walls, and furniture. Then, if possible we will rearrange your room, take out some pieces that are no longer age appropriate, and reassess what your needs are so we can keep our eyes open for some special deals out there. This teaches children to take part in clean up efforts that the world is not going to do this for them. A three year old can wash base boards. Cleaning together is a great opportunity to ask them how they feel about their new school year. What are they looking forward to? What are they worried about? What are they excited about learning? Is it Math and Science? How about a trip to the Zoo? Is it a teenager going to take a home ec and sewing class? Do you have a machine you can pull out of the basement and let them practice on it? Cleaning together is a great opportunity to find out what weighs their hearts down and what is going on in their young worlds. Their lives are more serious than ours were.
August is a great time to find summer comforters on sale, a famous weekend with great sales is coming up. There is no better décor than a clean one. If the budget is already stressed because of school expenses, than the clean up and organization is a great start. Never forget, a yard sale is a great way to clear out some household congestion, and attain a few dollars to help with some of these needs. You can always mention to family members and friends what some needs are. You would be surprised how family likes to pitch in and help for a true need. They may have something you could use. Once, friends of mine Rochelle and her Aunt, neither having children of their own, were very loving to my children. They came over and took a look at the boys bedrooms. I will never forget how they surprised my three young sons and I. They purchased all this great top of the line character bedding, sheets, comforters, curtains, and new pillows. Wow, this was such a boost to my boys and it was a boost for me too a single mom seeing my children be loved like that. My friends were very thoughtful and generous. When I looked at all we were throwing away I was so shocked at how drab and worn out it all was. Life was so stressed and complicated, how did one of their needs go by me unnoticed. I was so happy that they exercised such love and care. The boys started the new school year beaming.
We still have five months to get in shape before the new year. Why not start walking today? Or doing bicep curls with four pound weights every other day with a few squats. Any physical activity done regularly is beneficial. I meet people all the time that are in shape, they do not dream about getting in shape. They work out now, and it is part of their life. I appreciate the good examples, keep it up!
Right now, I am not even going to expound on the Runners World magazine cover. You look at it and you will see why I am very pleased. I feel like going out and getting a copy. I will be expounding on it this week.
Why shouldn’t you just run out and buy new fall clothes? First, start going through the clothes you have. Do they still fit you? Are they the same fit as last year, tighter, looser, why would that matter? If the clothes are tighter, start walking now so you can fit in them in eight weeks or so. Then you can celebrate with a small addition to your wardrobe. If your clothes are looser and you needed to lose those inches or pounds, then Good Job! And only you know your budget. As we do laundry we need to look at items as we fold them, how do they fit, what condition are they in, will they truly be suitable for next year? Why mindlessly stick back in the drawers. Repair, replace or just toss. By setting a dept store bag in the laundry room it is easy to put a couple items in for local donations.
We also want to keep in mind our budget, there are always more expenses as the winter rolls in. Higher power bills and heating costs will be here quick. We want to keep the room in our budget because as there is planned activities in the winter season, there is always the unexpected expenses. Our heating system, if we did not get it serviced then if it should have a problem, do we have the money to get it fixed. Our car, getting it serviced. We may want to invest in those new tires we have been needing, Winter is hard on our cars. Our home may need some winterizing. Weather strips are not the only things to check, we may need new filters for our hv/ac system, we may need to caulk windows, etc. Do a general checklist of household maintenance you want to achieve before the end of September. Start looking for the wood for your fireplace, you may need it.
The budget is something to seriously consider, how did the last year affect you the beginning of this year? Are there debts you are only now paying down? Talk to family about the expectations, maybe the needs and wants are a little extreme when compared to the household financial demands. Can some of these things be saved up for? It is great to finish the year in better condition than when it started.
If we give in to every media manufactured need and want, then our children or mates can develop a materially generated greed that is unrealistic. This can put stress on their relationships as they grow into adults. Whom has the right to expect such things from another? Love and happiness are free. Time spent together is the most valuable of gifts.
August, August, how busy you are. Thank you for the extra weekend that I can spend doing something productive with my loved ones. August is not the end, it is still a byway which I can use to get a few things refreshed to make the next few months easier. August, known for it’s heat and some consider it the end to a favored season. I appreciate August as an opportunity to still enjoy summers heat, and enjoy times at local zoos and museums.
Imagine yourself not just juggling four oranges, but plates are being tossed in for you to juggle too, and you gottta be so careful, you do not want it all to go to pieces with one plate dropped.
Don’t we put ourselves under that kind of pressure. We want to be a great parent. We expect so much of ourselves and our children that we miss out on living our life too. The responsibilities and obligations that comes with parenting are enough. Society puts pressure on the kids and the parents that kids need to be involved in all these clubs, sports, music, and maintaining a high gpa. What will these kids be like when they are grown, will they know how to enjoy a quiet evening at home? Will they know how to relax? I am not talking about playing videogames or watching endless hours on the television in their room.
Can they do a good job without it having to be the number one spot? Parents do not have time or energy to be married couples, and children do not have the time to relax and enjoy being a youth. Fishing, skateboarding, building things, or making model cars, or rebuilding their bicycle or working on their car.
When raising our three sons, I had them taking piano in the winter and golf in the spring and summer with swimming. Just one activity all were participating in. I just did not feel capable of running them around all the time while carrying out my other obligations of work, domestics and ill health. Saturday mornings every couple weeks we would do the Home Depot children’s shop where they made a different project each time. As grown men, they know how to do many things and earn money doing these things. My middle son lives in a tree house he designed and built, and he installed an elevator, and recently he used decks he was paid to remove from someone’s home, he used these decks very creativily to get up to his elevator and tree house. It is so cool and we are proud of him for that. They all know how to make or build anything they want or need. (The Home depot has other classes to learn how to make and build things, even a woman’s class, check it out online and see, it is a fun activity)
In this age of joblessness, and the challenge of getting a respectable wage, and school loans that need to be repaid. We really need to rethink the types of extracurricular activities we are keeping our children busy with. Instead of worrying about whether they will be good enough to be picked for this or that. Let us teach them to be good enough in daily living. If we teach them to clean up after themselves, teach them to wash, dry and put away their clothes, teach them how to clean a bathroom, and how to wash floors, and how to manage money it could help them the rest of their life. If they are slobs with these expectations that the parents and hired help are going to do everything, what kind of roommates will they be in a dorm, or if they want to share an apartment. They will get kicked out and lose their deposit money. What kind of marriage mates will they be if they cannot do these things. Modern day woman do not want to carry the domestic load alone. The day of a man coming home from work, grabbing a beer and sitting in front of a television for the next six or more hours are gone by. Marriages like this are not surviving anymore. It takes both mates to keep a house up. My husband and sons all do their own laundry, and each has two nights a week of dishes and kitchen duties. Tonight, one of them finished painting a bathroom for me, it took about twenty minutes for him to do it.
Success is not just career and home, it is family, and living our lives with those we love. Whom says we have to overload our schedules with all these obligations. Whom says we have to put all that stress on our children for them to be happy. Do our children really have to play on some famous team for us to tell them well done. Can’t we simplify our expectations and ease up the stress on ourselves and our children. No one will be the lazier for it, but they might be the happier, more peace in the house since everyone isn’t running somewhere all the time.
There has to be a new balance considered. It will benefit the marriages, and it will ease up some of this constant pressure on our youth. Happy families are successful families.
Change? Why change, you’re great just how you are. There are things about you that are unique to you, whether fat or thin, you are fabulous.
Think of the caterpillar that isn’t so pretty but the future is bright, and the transformation is inevitable. The lunar moth, or the butterfly is amazing. Imagine if someone killed the moth larvae’ or stomped a caterpillar, preventing this transformation because of viewing the present state as unappealing.
First, we do not want to do that to ourselves, judging ourselves too harshly, condemning ourselves as unworthy. We are our own investment, and those we love appreciate when we take good care of ourselves, and our responsibilities. Whom are we to compare ourselves to another, or even to our past self. Times change us, circumstances call for an adjustment of our expectations. The bible tells us to let our reasonableness be known to all. We improve our own life and bless the lives of those we love.
Secondly, there may be people that are very comfortable with us in our sad state. Our improvements make them uncomfortable. If we stay fat, unhappy, and unorganized they depend on that. They compare themselves to us and immediately they feel superior. Why would we want to be viewed in such an unhealthy way? Our esteem stays low, and we feel undeserving. If you make the habit of making yourself look nice, pay attention to your family and friends. If someone responds negatively to you, you know a little more about them, Don’t you?! I have friends that do not want me to lose weight, they tell me a pound a month is just fine, or that I must accept my weight. Are they really a friend?
I recall that when I lived up in Chicagoland, there was a time I was very unhealthy and I was heavy. Dressing in colorful clothes cheers me up. So I started dressing with great cheer. Someone I considered my friend, informed me that being a large woman I should tone down and wear just browns and blacks like they do in Chicago. The professional and sophisticated woman dresses in dark colors she said. My response came rather quickly, I said, “The reason the women dress in brown and black is that they are in a state of gloom and doom, there is no future for them other than what they are doing now. I serve a God of great color. Birds, butterflies an flowers are a great show of color and they are my inspiration. When I wear color or if I wear black, it does not change my size, I could be some big black bird or I can be a lovely cheerful image.” She did not take well to this. The point being, when you discover others do not support your positive changes, do you need their discouraging oppression?
The other problem is if others try to oppress you with expectations of change too heavily. For instance, I have been working on maintaining a schedule while I strive to get my domestics organized. Some would just like to pull up a dumpster and clear all my surfaces while they brag that they did all this. Like, forcing their way on me. Maybe they do not like having books around, and hobbies to do, and they consider themselves minimalist. The fact that I sweep my floors daily, keep my kitchen and baths clean, and do my towels and sheets each week means I do not live in squalor. I do not want to minimize the fact that I do have clutter which I am diminishing. Having operations every ten months for the last ten years, being on bed rest and having home health care on a number of occasions and the list goes on, there are times everything gets out of control. I have hired people as I can to keep the house wiped down, the floors clean etc. It is just there are well meaning people whom would like to come in with black trash bags and clear out the place. There are times that I am housebound, and having my projects around keeps my mind and heart busy as well as inspired. I am handicapped and I spend a lot of time at home, and this is my home. Pressure and judgment from others whom have a lack of understanding and compassion only set a person backwards in their progress. There are times we must submit to change if our situation is extreme and unhealthy. Otherwise, people need to respect another persons legal and moral right to conduct their own life.
It takes time to change, and it takes time for others to recognize nominal change. The practice of good habits will result in change. So if your goal is taking a long time in being achieved there may be ways to step it up. I will discuss this in another post very soon. Remember, it is important to already be cared for and loved now as you are. Even if it is only you whom loves yourself and sees your good qualities, that is crucial in your transformation. If no one wants to love me while I am fat, I do not care for their love when I am thin. If I am only loved thin, then how much do I need the love.
The change and transformation we are working for is also helping us to earn and acquire a health esteem. That is not the same as narcissism or self centeredness. We are healthfully making the internal and external adjustments in our habits and lifestyle. Aren’t we beautiful?
For breakfast on a road trip my husband gave me a breakfast sandwich an it had a thick piece of orange cheese on the egg ham biscuit. Being on a road trip I definantly do not want to gain more weight. Thus being mindful that what passes thru these lips is a choice. The top half of biscuit an cheese came off an my breakfast was most satisfying